My Life Isn't A Big Joy (To all who thinks it is)

Well, everyone thinks my life is perfect...but it isn't at all! I try hard to let my imagination free, but I can't because everyone wants to much from me all at once and I can't do it all by myself! Everything on my blog is the truth, but I'm always saying how 'happy' I supposedly am, but I'm not! I have so much held up inside of me and I can't get all out at once! Nobody understands me at all. If they do, then they do a wonderful job of hiding it. So I want to ask the world, what do you want from me? Because I've given you all that I've got left in life! What else do you need me to give you? Well I dont know, but when you figure it out, tell me! Thank you.